Monday, January 19th, 2009
Words: Kimi Werner



On January 1, 2008 my good friends and I gathered at Sandy Beach to watch the first sunrise of the New Year. That morning, we each chose an individual word/goal to focus on throughout the year to come. My word was “champion” and though I felt a little shy to say it out loud in front of my friends, I knew it was truly what I wanted.
Since I started diving in 2005, I daydreamed about one day competing in U.S. National Championships and winning. This year, I suddenly felt ready and able to give it a try. So after saying it out loud that morning, it was time to get to work.
My first job was to find a partner, and it sure wasn’t easy. I asked around to my fellow dive partners and friends, and most of them not only turned me down, but also urged me to wait for another year. Being that the 2008 Nationals was to be held in Newport, Rhode Island, it would be far away from home, very expensive, and completely different from diving in Hawai‘i.
The more I was told to wait for another year, the more discouraged I became. However, when telling my friend Andy Tamasese the advice I had been receiving, he dismissed it immediately and said “Kimi, who cares? Sure that’s all true but it doesn’t matter! If you feel the drive now, then that’s the important part. You have to act on it now!”
Hearing him say that re-sparked my motivation as I jumped at the opportunity and eagerly said, “Great! Wanna be my partner?” He apologized and explained that he couldn’t because he had a trip to Alaska planned during that time, but that he wished me the best of luck.
Though I was disappointed, his simple words of encouragement gave me so much hope and made me all the more determined to reach my goal. I sent Andy emails every once in a while showing him what a good job the Massachusetts freediving club was doing in organizing the event. I also forwarded him videos that showed how fun and exciting it was to shoot striped bass, and most importantly, I spoke to his lovely fiancé, Lianne, about my dream to do nationals, and she responded with complete support and a plan to help convince Andy to join me.
Within a few weeks I received a phone call from Andy saying that he decided to cancel his trip to Alaska and that I had myself a partner! I’ll honestly never forget how stoked I was when I hung up the phone with him that day. I did a little victory dance and knew it was time to start training my hardest. It was such an honor to know that Andy would be my partner. Aside from being a great friend to me, he is one of the most talented divers I know. Andy consistently places in all tournaments that he enters, he’s speared everything, from marlins to mus, and he even competed in the World Championships in Portugal as a member of team USA. I told myself that day, that I would work my very hardest so that he never regrets changing his mind and taking a chance with me.
Being that Andy and I live on different islands, my next step was to find people to train with and also to find ways of raising the money to get me to Rhode Island. Along with selling my oil paintings and fundraising t-shirts, I also set up an online donation page and was so pleased that people were willing to make contributions. Many of the donations I received also included messages of support and inspiration. Every time someone told me that they believed in me, I got more motivation and strength to train even harder.
I was lucky to have the help of past national competitors Rick Imamoto, Wayde Hayashi, Shaun Fujimoto, Jason Hijirida and Travis Kashiwa. They all heard that I was in need of some training and each of them stepped up to the plate and helped me immensely.
The months went by so quickly and before I knew it, it was time for Andy and me, along with the Hawaii Men’s team, Lance Otsubo, Wesley Calvan, and Dayne Fujiwara to fly off to the east coast.
We had six days to scout the grounds of Newport. Rather than renting a boat for scouting, we stuck with our kayaks figuring that we’d save money and get much better exercise. We put in full days of scouting everyday, determined to cover as much ground as possible. It felt great to wake up in the morning, dive all day, and come home with just enough energy to rinse our gear, make dinner and get ready to do it all over again.
As the days went by and I started developing my plan for the tournament, I got really nervous. My plan was to begin diving at a spot that was about 2 miles away from the start. I knew I wouldn’t be diving that area alone because each time I scouted that spot, there were many other divers in the area. I was so afraid of not being able to paddle fast enough; I really didn’t want to be the last one to the spot because that could easily throw off my confidence and affect my diving. Each time I got nervous, Andy or one of the boys would reassure that me that I had nothing to worry about and that I was prepared. I honestly can’t express how lucky I was to have Andy, Lance, Dayne and Wes there with me each time my nerves got to me. Being so far away from home, they became my family and a few simple words from them was all I needed to calm down and focus on the plan.
On the day of the tournament, everyone lined up in their kayaks at the starting line. As I waited for the air horn to blow, I just became overwhelmed with happiness and excitement. I realized that I had never been more prepared for a moment in my whole life. I’m a girl who likes to wing things and this was probably the first time I had ever put so much planning and preparation into a single event. As I looked around at the fellow competitors I realized that the day that I had been waiting for had finally arrived and that win or lose, here I was in Rhode Island, ready to face my dreams head on. I felt so grateful for such an opportunity and even more grateful for all the people who helped me get there. It was an amazing feeling and I knew it was the just the start of an amazing day to come.
The air horn blew. I paddled my heart out and within seconds I looked up to see that I had pulled ahead of the main pack. In front of me were Wes and Andy, and it just felt so great to see them there. I was smiling with each stroke I took as I tried my best to make the most of the travel time. I had practiced this paddle for the past few days and knew that it would take me about half an hour to get to my spot. I pulled up to my destination in 28 minutes and took about 4 minutes to suit up and get all my gear on. I was so elated to be the first one there.
I jumped in and found the tautogs I was looking for. I took a drop and waited until the school came in and then shot the largest one. I poked my head up to see a few kayaks pull up and drop anchor. I quickly swam to another area where I had seen some stripers in the days before. I took a drop and waited at the bottom but instead of seeing stripers, I saw a huge tautog slowly making his way towards me. He was much bigger than any of the big tautogs I had seen while scouting. I waited until he was in range and then shot. I was so stoked to have a fish of that size.
As I went up for air, I saw the other divers slipping into the water. I quickly secured my second tautog and started to reload my gun. I was submerged underwater as I finished loading the 2nd band and out of the corner of my eye, I saw a very big fish. I knew that I had no time to go back to the surface to breathe up. It was a huge striper and it was already swimming away from me. Knowing that this would be my only chance I extended my 90cm gun out as far as I could and with a couple of strong kicks, I launched on the huge fish. As soon as I thought I was in range, I pulled the trigger and saw my shaft go all the way through the bass.
He tried to take off but I held the line and forced him in. Usually I let my fish run and allow them to tire out before fighting them. Not this time. I wanted that fish in my hands right then and there, so I just forced him in and tried to grab his tail so that I could slide my other hand into his gills.
He was going crazy and was really strong. Grabbing his tail was hard and I was being flopped around like a rag doll. I told myself to “knock it off, and get the damn fish!” I decided to forget about his tail and instead just jabbed my hand straight into his gills and squeezed tightly. I need air so I kicked up to the surface and both our heads broke the water at the same time. The fish freaked out and bashed his head back and forth, making huge splashes. I let go of his gills with one hand so that I could reach for my knife; he then slammed his head right into my face and I felt my cheek start to sting with pain. I finally brained him and repeated the process about three times, just to make sure he wouldn’t be surprising me and coming back to life.
Only as I swam the striped bass back to my kayak, did I realize that this was one heck of a fish to land during a tournament. I looked at my watch and it was 10:30am. Only an hour into the tournament, and I had two tautogs and a big striper. I tried not to celebrate too soon, but did feel very happy with the start of my day.
I spent the rest of the day looking for my second striper, which I was able to land around 1pm. After picking up my third tautog, I headed to spots where I hoped to find some legal scups or triggers. Unfortunately I had no luck with that, so I headed in.
I overcompensated and crossed the finish line about 15 minutes early since I was paranoid about being late and getting dq’d. Andy soon arrived with a loaded stringer of tautog, scup, bluefish, black bass, and a striper. He was disappointed because he had lost his second striper, but all I could do was stare at his catch in amazement. The rest of the Hawai‘i boys came in—all with impressive catches. Dayne had found the some triggers and picked up some nice taugtog. Wes had a huge striper, some scup and tautogs, and Lance had just about everything you could possibly imagine.
Andy and I took first place for the mixed team division and my striped bass weighed in at 33lbs and won the award for largest fish in the women’s division. Individually I took first place for the women’s division and placed 19th overall out of the 65 divers.
The Hawaii men’s team ended up coming in eighth out of 19 teams. In the men’s division, Dayne came in 33rd, Wes was 20th, Andy came in 10th and Lance came in 7th.
I felt honored to learn that although women have been competing in nationals since 1962, I was the first woman from Hawai‘i to win the title of individual National Champion.
Reaching that goal and receiving the trophies did feel great, but it was kindness from the Hawai‘i men’s team, the generosity from those who supported me, and the good sportsmanship of the other competitors that truly brought me to tears. Needless to say, the event was a dream come true and is something that I will forever be grateful for. PAU
Kimi Werner is a rising star. In my opinion, Kimi Werner is the best thing that happened to spearfishing in Hawai‘i. Kimi’s National Championship victory has gotten more local press than anything I remember. We send out press releases whenever Hawai‘i divers make an impact on the National stage. But, media outlets rarely pick them up. Things changed when Kimi came on the scene. Here is just some of the coverage she received:
Cover story on Midweek
Article in the Maui News
News stories on KHON and KGMB
J-Wave radio interview (Japan)
Live appearance on the KITV Morning Show
Kimi has also been offered a modeling contract and is scheduled to appear in other publications and TV shows. But to Kimi it is the personal interactions that are the most significant. “Most of all… tons of emails. Very touching emails, from adults who say that I’ve inspired them to try again for their lost dreams, and from kids who say that I’m their inspiration when they go diving. From guys who just want to give me props or ask for tips and from so many females who say that they are now pursuing diving. I’ve gotten emails from all over the country, as well as Europe, Australia, and Asia.” Most surprisingly Kimi adds, “An artist from Korea named “Saver” sent me all kinds of portraits he did of me and now wants to turn me into a cartoon.”
HSD would like to congratulate Kimi Werner for her continued success. -—Sterling Kaya
View the video HERE